10 months post

Not sure why but I just can't seem to get my act together, lack of discipline I reckon. Just realised my last posting was 10 months ago, May 2013! Promised myself one posting per week and I can't even achieve that. No wonder my diet plan goes down the drain as well. Family came to stay with me for dfew months from Sept to Jan, part of the reason (or excuse) why I did not blog. I have more or less given up on myself, understanding my own character means understanding I will never be a great man like I have always dreamt off. Routines nowadays are wake up 6am, go to work, back to beach front apartment around 6pm, cook, dinner, watch TV, sleep 10pm. No excitement, no thrill, no plans, no hobby. Only excitement nowadays are planning for travelling or actual travel. Need more to that in life.