Consistency and discipline

One thing I have learnt over the years is that I am losing my drive, passion. I used to be a discipline person, diligent and know what I want in life. Nowadays I am just complacent. I can't even get myself to post one article per week for this blog. The last entry was 3 months ago.

What had happened over the past 3 months?

Our twin babies were born, that is game changer, but still no reason for me to stop writing and recording my thoughts. Not sure if that is even relevant but this blog is something I am proud of which I started few years back - 2007? 5 years ago.

My life since 2003 was basically work and one can trace my life base on the projects I was involved. Nowadays I recall myself base on the projects I was on, nothing else. Other significant part of my life would be with my cat and the places we traveled to over the years.

There is no significant accomplishment which I can be proud of or help me retire earlier. Work in Korea is OK which pays well but that is it.

Tried to setup something few years back with a few friends but had to wrap up the company recently due to non committal in the business from all parties, myself included. Everyone expect the other guy to do the work.

No resolve on how to progress from here, I just have to find my path and make sure I stay consistent and discipline, that's the hard part.