Just realised I started this blog since 2007, meaning this is the 4th year me blogging! Blogging seems loosing its appeal nowadays, people tend to post short piece on FB, twitter etc. I don't spend too much time on FB. DO not find the thrill on spending so much time on the FB games.
I am treating this blog as my personal diary nowadays. As I think not many people read it anyways. Initially I wasnted to write my memoirs on the failed business venture I went in early 2000s. Then I though of writing something on politics. AFter that I though of writing something what I do nowadays. All seemed so trivial now, my experience don't mean shit to the bettermind of human kind...
Well, something made myself feel good nowadays, though in a long legal shit with the systemf or a mistake I made many years ago, I am actually in position to help out a few bros in dire need of cashflow. small sum nonetheless, but the gratitude I feel from them is satisfying.
I still want to own my own business though, with the experience accummulated over the years and one failed business venture, I believe I am stronger, more cautious and have better contacts to develop a new business.
I have actually a few good offers from some successful businessman to join them but I have yet to find my own niche, ie what I can bring to the table. AM I thinking too much? JUst DO IT so NIKE says.
I do believe however that I am in the final cycle of my opportunity to start my own business, being late thirties, a business will take easily 10 years to groom. And the first 5 years wil be demanding, not sure I still ahve the physque to do it.
Or else I will just go for one last trip overseas for anotehr 2-3 years and come back before 40 yo and settle down with my cat for good. Grow old and die like most of the people in the world. I will not eb the first nor will I be the last to think so and do so.
